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Lukaschik Gleb

The Irresistible Mad Craving for Freedom. Chapter XXIII: “The entering into unknown.”


Volume was switched on maximum which was two hundred percent as claimed. A machine began to give signals for ten minutes when I was in few steps away but sound was heard in being too close. I’ve got a fifth informing by approaching and taking for check. It was too late because a place was taken but I gave try to pass verification which didn’t bring invitation after two launches. I picked up machine and did hit of it on corner of hearth – that got a bad look and functioning was for a little time. I felt better. That wasn’t for long. Eventually, I brought to half-death state an initially useless device by hitting on table’s corner in this time. Never worked honest. I did a light bending which confirmed demise of the machine. It was Friday of twenty-fourth week.

 

A lovable kiss of mockery from Fortuna propelled me to look for appointment in US embassy in Kazakhstan which reminded me forgotten on absence of capability to elaborate a website. I scheduled in some one available place but it was in wrong category and I wanted to cancel whereas I was getting message on error every two times and I dropped with that. A site writes on actions to which have no access. I thought, even if I had it, I wouldn’t move to that dictatorship in which has no worth place for visit. It was of list of countries with which no quantity of alcohol will bring to like it.

I returned to idea of applying in embassies in Georgia or Armenia but I started with a thing which made a conclusion. I don’t use enemy airlines for reaching and it will at late night. Go to Poland, to the West was one direction.

Later I received message. Armenians sent books in the end of August. That day wasn’t usual bad.

 

I didn’t buy the machine, I took it. I wouldn’t acquire what was made in the worst place possible which Han Empire is. And I couldn’t by morality. However, I needed a new one. Saturday. I jumped in caravan which had movement to less pleasant place. That damned town. My sense of adventure nature was stronger. I arrived and got warning from caravan that they will move back in less than two hours.

I had business with photography. A couple was received on hand and other two through electronic address. I didn’t receive a second half and I assumed I didn’t write a full name of delivery place. I was transforming into a madman because I was without breathing of freedom. It was an axiom but actually was in top encryption of mine delivery address and it doesn’t accept letters from some e-mail enterprises and this with photos was one of them as it was revealed in the next day of coming in that town again.

I made visits of few points and knew truth that a machine is hardly to get. From Han Empire and very little from Vietnam. There weren’t commies to which I have favor. I concluded in Sunday to transfer to repair a broken machine, which was restored in Wednesday.

 

Rumors speak that budget of Disney’s live-action remake of cartoon Snow White crossed 300 million dollars. I can’t take on mind how can spent such money on story which can be made on budget of DVD film. A corporation makes things worst with their production as it was putting political correctness. Miss Israel in past has no difficulties with finances and she even wanted to quit her presence in cinema one time. By her own will, she became part of political correct propaganda and does it’s promotion by rude intervention saying Snow White willn’t be saved by a prince. I watched on marketing campaign which rejected original story and I didn’t take on mind on calling it Snow White. And I would begin in having that girl who got a main character hasn’t skin as white as snow and cheeks as rosy as blood as Grimm brothers fairytale describes and these words say in cartoon. Something commercial left in Disney. While Miss Israel in past of people without moral and I despise and put it with big evil. She wouldn’t worry on her country if wouldn’t born and grew there. Because she didn’t think when sold enterprise to Abramovich, did commercial of Xiaomi and had involvement in political correct propaganda which intended for kids. A reasonable and it’s a good question will “What strong will flop in box-office?”

 

That increases lawless if a lowlife stays at ticket terminal in place of station to where arrive people by train or plane and sells passage for more price or wants to get money for nothing and bums come for sleep while an underground’s worker just situates or walks nearby and doesn’t come or doesn’t report to police (while there are supposed to be cameras and security whose duty is take care.). I don’t amaze to degradation of the Western world.

 

I didn’t meet American standard in drinking which is quite nonsense. I believed in finding solution for two and half months by buying a bottle of Chivas Regal 12 Years Old which I asked to pack, because I was unsure how this works while these primitive workers didn’t know anything and could only commit a generic girlish giggling which I never had to like it there.

My first plane was to Warsaw. I arrived and bad that I didn’t try English because I didn’t understand explanation of female custom officer except alcohol transporting is forbidden. A little time later, I regretted that followed to her asking to throw bottle inside of special bin while I could put it on table or break on ground as that idea was in my mind. Then came a thought which was late and was not part of me. I offered bribe. She didn’t agree and responded in little friendly laughing. I will know truth in my next journey, which was to Paris, from a beautiful and a fiery when she was selling me a drink Black saleswoman in alcohol shop in Charles De Gaulle’s airport by her asking on is mine flight transit, which wasn’t. Not healthy minds installed a senseless regulation that you can transport high degree beverages if do a direct flying only. I asked the female custom officer how to walk to needful plane and she explained to me cordially.

I didn’t prepare myself for ten hour flight from Warsaw to New York. I received Grant’s and watched sequel of remake The Pink Panther 2, which is nice movie while I like it didn’t take box-office which didn’t prolong on one more continuation at minimum. These things didn’t fill all time. I’ve learnt from there and bought few magazines on a way back. However, I know now that I will take planes with closest distances between each other.

 

NB. It also had demonstration of remake of Star Trek, which I watched before and did not like it at whole. Certainly, what can be good in a ship transported to past, destroyed other one and hadn’t activity and anybody’s care for twenty years (as well as wanting to stop villain true Spock.) until main personages grew up. And yes, especially this – remaked Uhura offers sex to remaked Spock after his home planet was destroyed and his mother is one of victims. And character (a disgusting personality and I wished him that to be killed.) in grieving stance and it means that he wouldn’t be interested for intercourse. Not a savvy movie. I did occasional look on screen and put headphones due to nothing was to do on plane and I wasn’t supposed to commit these acts.

 

It was late night. It will eight o’clock when I will reach New York. I arrived in JFK airport to large space where I was alone. I made meeting with a custom officer who asked identification. I didn’t hear him clear what made him to scream. I never understood people who sit in comfortable place and somehow capable to tire – it is not work in field or on mine. They can’t imagine conditions which were one hundred years ago. His act was in alongside with a typical chauvinism in thinking I do not know language. This unhappy man asked on required and I gave it where he did his mark sloppily. I passed to trains. I came to ticket machines. I wouldn’t behave in that way now by not making striving to understand and what is simple in reality. I asked one of staff workers who is a big and kind, as will reveal, a Negro skin guy. He took my ten-dollar banknote which flattened on his jacket, because machine couldn’t accept it. I took pass with return (and I was depraved of this piece of paper later soon because I couldn’t suppress that flaw given by wildly rotten environment.). It is my desirable country for live, but I didn’t intend to stay in the USA when I stepped. Strange, my previous attempt to get visa was with intention to settle. I had a wrongdoing position that is not a time yet and I assumed it willn’t difficult to return. Because I was in wandering of myself then. I was a blind mole who was in antagonistic society with no safe house. I hadn’t skills and needful knowledge of what to do then. And I was and still share with Rambo on that we never had a home. I thanked for help this worker.

I entered inside of station and looked on a map in which I tried to understand. A train, which was to rightful way as I will know, stopped, open and closed doors and moved away. A mustached man was nearby and didn’t wait anything. He came to me and offered help. I called my destination and that wonderful man explained to me how I should reach. I expressed my gratitude. I walked and waited a train. I will more impressed by politeness and amicability of New Yorkers though it’s town is known for harsh people.

 

I could move to Texas when I did job choosing and that was a first place which accepted my services. It was through website where you send resume, an employer approves it and you press on deal. The first and the second were done with work on farm in Lone Star state. Then I suddenly came to assuming and frightened on what I will fate myself. I thought there will not wonderful conditions and that was about sleep in a big stable what I didn’t appreciate. I ceased to worry when I got agree on “bagger helper” on ice factory in Brewster. Who knows what would actually be. It would curious to recognize how thing would turn if I headed to Texas eehha.

 

It is easy to orient in Manhattan by that an island is accurately squared. First, second, third and et cetera are names of avenues in vertical and same naming of “streets” in horizontal. I didn’t take map after two or three days of living there if I remember precisely. I knew places and where to go. I didn’t descend in metro, which has an individual charm by design and steel trains with having a steward in every wagon. I began from the middle of island and could move till South’s end and once hear a Negro staying at carton box and loudly saying “Rolex!” I had on mind to buy a flash card. I was flabbergasted by there weren’t technical devices shops in elite district of New York. Only stores belonging to Pakistani people which in dozens. Unattractive hideous design of placed items and some of them with no connection to each other was entering factor on honesty of selling things. I walked inside of one of them. A Pakistani salesman was with no knowledge of selling, unpleasant by nature and direct in behavior took away demanded back then device iPod. I said to him what is actual my purpose. I do not remember how many dozens gigabyte of memory had asking flash card (I assume, it was thirty-two.) whereas it’s price was a big ninety bucks. I already cancelled intention to acquire by thinking a price isn’t reasonable for such thing while I continued conversation by making question on guarantee. The salesman disclosed a hidden talent of comedian on which he never knew by calling that I can exchange it in any country by listing real states ending on “stan” and going to fiction as it was, as I saved in memory, “Ushbekistan”. I started to laugh on what he didn’t take attention. I moved to exit whereas the Pakistani salesman provided me a large discount which probably was in twenty percent or it was in dollars. Anyway, such behavior and offer toward to suspicion on legality and originality of item. I walked out from place. I love New York.

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