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Lukaschik Gleb

The Irresistible Mad Craving for Freedom. Chapter XXV: “Stepping on occurred spare road.”

Evening of Monday of twenty-seventh week. I recognized one more variant in getting passage a little before. It was through sea cruise on more than week. You receive sticker with term of journey and, maybe, with addition of tiny more days. I didn’t like it for shortage and idea of ship itself, which was a part of contract, was deal with Devil. It’s variant became made a mark in last days due to coming of season and I accepted it without big rely hours later of quitting with out of order Spanish center.

 

Tuesday was beginning of new lap in same circle by downloading updated version of application. I was in books on Lieutenant Columbo. Reading was easy in this time. Paul Williams would be tremendous in role of villain by recalling his disgusting character in magnificent Canadian neo-noir Stone Cold Dead. I watched trailer of Canary Black which didn’t disclose bad but I more inclined to it will another standard movie. As it was KILL’em ALL 2 and trailer of Classified with Aaron Eckhart makes too many hints of generic although plot’s describing is already a fever dream. Canary Black has some life by Pierre Morel who is a director with talent but he is not a savior. Many common denominators. Kate Beckinsale’s heroine described by her boss as the “best” agent, has a husband who is only family, he doesn’t know on her “killing occupation”, things will change when a spouse will be kidnapped and she will in center of situation which, as one personage says, can bring to World War 3. No desire to inventiveness. Cinema exposes itself as a conveyer factory.

 

Wednesday. I wrote one more sentence in a first penultimate article on a game developer and how bad she is. The machine voiced a military alarm for verification. It was false one caused by consequence of happened shutdown. A penultimate second text was completed. I sealed both articles. A feeling of accomplishment was in farewell with thing to which I was attached for long. It was evening. After this, I took a look on received three variants of cruise which were in dates of a first decade of December. I’ve recognized that trip will by ship docks to town and you have a whole day for visiting. I wasn’t informed precisely by thinking that I will mostly present on ship and do the best which is sitting in a bar. It was win. I looked on routes. A first ship hadn’t cities I’m desire to observe. A second vessel had Valletta. I always perceived Malta as put cross in a list, because it isn’t attracting historically and there are no any other tantalizing places. I was in mind on fly to there in previous walking in Europe. But a hand of hesitation was between that variant and a third cruise, which was preferable and eventually I came it is one attracting. I willn’t regret with Malta. I could do something with the last cruise. I don’t see worthy in Barcelona and Genoa while I can express “why not?” to these towns whereas I have nil feelings to Palermo where I can be saved if I will find a bar. Similar with La Goulette which significance is I never was in Africa. Naples is what made choice. A wild city itself has a few places for attraction and this gives opportunity to ride to Pompeii though it was desecrated by smoothing of that place. Herculaneum had more offensive such fate, which I don’t include by that. A ship casts off and returns to Marseille to which I have some portion of wishful.

 

I can’t stand flying cars. It collides with other transport or hedge and raises in air. That screams on fakeness and staging (and often on presence of springboard.). I watch this in every trailer. I don’t sense crash, I see movement of professional stuntman.

 

It would be necessitate to create a French English - English dictionary and I already can contribute. I was in one brasserie in my first visit of Paris, which wasn’t exciting but never mind. I ordered tea. A black waiter asked me on “mil’k”. I didn’t get it. Some seconds later, I understood, she have meant “milk”. I answered “no”.

 

I was informed incorrectly at full as it became known in Thursday. An applying on visa, which in a representative place of Italy, usually provides on three months if everything will work. And I’ve got appointment on October 18. After multiple months with Polish centers, I with little of own involvement received a place in queue three days later. I knew this enterprise had a solid ties but I didn’t aware on their strong. It was no possible to get a tourist admission to Italy by doing alone while no other firm worked with that passage to that moment. I didn’t dare to assume that I can save Christmas.

 

After I was happily fired from ice factory, I with paychecks on hands moved to the nearest bank in the next week. It was Northbank. I opened account without having a social security card, which meaning I didn’t understand. I asked Dave later who said I don’t need it if I’m not going back to America. His spoking gloom thing wasn’t pleasant for me to be honest. I wanted to live but I was thinking then on plan to which I wouldn’t have today. It was visit of the middle in following year and the West Coast in consecutive. My experience must be untouchable if I want to make a whole country trip is my position now. I promised to a worker and a manager of the bank that I will get the card. I had meeting with a second lady driving a car in the next day when I was doing withdrawal of all salary. I couldn’t catch frequency of her saying except only hearing my name clear and I had fear that my act she can accept for I’m going to trick them by taking cash and do farewell. I made gesture on admitting with her words.

I still have terrible on my soul that I didn’t execute promise because it’s not me. I would want to come to the United States of America for apologizing and make said by myself true.

And other thing, which I want is Fisherman’s Friend. I never bought it but I was offered few times as Richard did it two of them. Divine thing. A lozenge is delight by it’s not sugary. But that’s because an initial purpose was for solving with respiratory difficulties.

 

Mix of pronouncing cool one-liners as in American action films heroes who kill dozens of Nazis and communists and gritty drama on Warsaw Uprising whose lead character is nineteen years old while behaves as experienced person was founding out in video of walkthrough of 63 Days, which didn’t substitute mine view. A developing studio demonstrated absence of radicals by showing an exemplary politeness in posting that if you unsure, you can download a free demo and if you don’t like game – you can ask for refund but pointed that your money will allow to make other game. I would wish, they change vision in a place to which I wasn’t happy in War Mongrels.

 

I had three signals from Polish centers in Friday. It loaded every page long at first time and I had many penalty seconds with photo of myself, which, I think, passed ugly because it didn’t capture a straight look but that face was hopeless from birth. It took Janus shape in the end by writing to me above on occurring of mistake in Russian and registration is successful was at below in English. Just in reality in speaking on nationalities. I saw a grey image of document, which I assumed frame for put paper when I did a second attempt and that was in third. I always took picture closer. Don’t tell me, that was a reason of that I was supposed to follow of this image. I did checking and I was glad that I wasn’t so fool. I was doing every chance under sudden injection of ecstasy inside of my organism which was basing on fact I had appointment in some representative place of Italy. I aspired to suppress but I wasn’t fast in few stages. I still don’t believe in fate, but, maybe, it was about that. It moved to activating of temporary or, possibly, ultimate halt with Polish centers and prepare to Italian.


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