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Lukaschik Gleb

The Irresistible Mad Craving for Freedom. La Fin.


Monday of October 21. Before going to sleep. A containment of fifty-gram bottle of Ballantine’s disappeared in less than two minutes. I caught happiness.

 

Coming every time to balance with the big book was temporary as it always revealed. That was passing of another stage in a stairway in which I never knew when it will end. I was opened for the big book for whole October and I did another few writing and little editing from month’s twenty-sixth to twenty-eighth days. A clock made relocation to winter. A feeling of over lied to me more than once. Anyway, I was firm to when hour hit November, I willn’t letter anything there anymore. However, I decided to seal the big book before and it was excellent.

 

I wouldn’t go on Tommy Wiseau’s film in theater because it’s listening freaky people who make shutdown of sound. And Big Shark is one that variant if I would want to see it. Certainly, not a movie-event but that author’s mind is attracting me.

 

I’m almost done with movies of 2024 while the next year isn’t big for watching.

Greg Sestero already relocated to there filming of Forbidden Sky by saying in one interview and backers still weren’t informed and they have right to accuse him in scamming.

I didn’t make income in crowdfunding campaign on research film Legends of Adventure: The Story of Sierra On-Line because it’s authors were involved in making political correct gaming studios and documentaries. I wouldn’t do it in absence of all that due to I do not want to finance interviews with Mark Crowe and Scott Murphy despite their presence are must. I joyful to see a lot of people who will be involved as the most surprising is Steve Wozniak though this man always stayed on earth. A documentary willn’t completed if developers of Coktel Vision willn’t invited. That’s Pierre Gilhodes and filmmakers know on his existence by promoting Gobliins6 in social network. Muriel Tramis is designer of strange and erotic games deserves it’s place and, logically, such authors must call a black female gamemaker which considers as first. As well as, certainly, Josh Mandel who hadn’t lead role in development but his inconspicuous presence made big contribution to many adventures. I love Ken Williams took in control on production of documentary what brings a piece of safety.

I was on concert of Scorpions two times. A second visit was in mismatching premise. Arena with vast space intended for sport events couldn’t be for music performance. And, unlucky, I didn’t check to where I buy ticket (though I paid more than in previous time.), because it was far from stage. It was a mirror opposite to a first time. In that time I decided to acquire a ticket when most of them were sold and there were only for big prices. The lowest was for one hundred dollars which only what I poor boy had in my pocket. I gave this banknote which brought me to the best place and that’s parterre from there I saw legends so close and since that I acquire seats only in this area. A concert happened in venue intended for such events. A not spacious premise which created a grandiose acoustic. I was excited by these igniting rock musicians. A drum part with James Kottak was incredible. I was amazed by his virtuoso and out of human tricks. I didn’t get anything at second time in which didn’t accept for unusual but it wasn’t drummer’s guilt. They were imposing in staying together in the end in this first meeting. Their music was playing in my ears for the next three days. I listened all their albums and I adore them. Thinking now, I would wish to see them at a third time but in matching premise. Certainly, I enthralled to see a developing documentary Wind of Change which will come to sixtieth anniversary of band.

 

Jack Nicholson’s Joker is perfect because that character is greater when he is older of Batman – it contributes to his threatening personality. Be damned, nineties cartoon for creation of Harley Quinn. Giving to Joker a love interest is killing of his craziness.

 

I had films which I liked in the end of nineties and early zeroes. I did watching them again and never could finish.

Jurassic Park III was seen in theater back then (fortunately, I didn’t pay for it.), which was a good entertainment for me even though it was predictable on who will die and who will survive. I wouldn’t ever touch it if I didn’t see movie because Michael Crichton wasn’t involved. I launched and a storyline wasn’t savvy. Too fat with coincidences in big jungles.

Mission: Impossible was only bearable movie in series all that time though Tom Cruise never was believable and putting him on lead was always mistake – this movie reminds on that by being put behind by mighty other performers such as Jean Reno, Jon Voight and anybody else. I ended half an hour later in watching on ridiculous death of spy crew and knowing Jon Voight’s hero true motivation, he behaves in not relating to it but director didn’t care to present that part correct though he usually had alike difficulties. I understand actors played in show and they were offended because it doesn’t follow to conception.

Now The Mask of Zorro, which beginning I can’t remember that I saw before (at least it wasn’t at first watching.). Not truthful to this hero to not try to escape instead sit twenty years. Moreover, he already had motivation but only seeing a governor at second time after passed time, he decides to run away in few seconds. No sense if L.Q. Jones’s character pulls and don’t let to drink water to two roped criminals who are his partners actually if nobody there in desert watching on that. Those naked Mexicans with untanned asses, my sorry, tied around of cactuses making to recognize a delirious style of future writers of trash-series Pirates of the Caribbean.

 

I did watching of swashbuckler and not of that genre flicks which reminded on one. I love when people want to deal with each other by combat and all people around are only looking and nobody interrupts even they want to kill each other. A principle of honor. And I never liked that in reality there is usually a woman who doesn’t understand and wants to stop confrontation because it’s showing of disrespect.


It’s likely my English teacher more than ten years ago Mark who was born in Scotland while his pronunciation wasn’t from these places felt mutual from me, this of belonging to the West. I improved language back then. Maybe or likely exactly, it was visceral. Anyway, he wasn’t one alien there. Perhaps, it was me who once mentioned upcoming independence referendum in Scotland on which Mark wanted no change because that will catastrophic for him if this will so. It was to me to whom he approached as to get confidence that he turns off laptop on unknown language correct. Some time later when I moved on other stage and it was with swapping of teacher, I walked out from a room in which lesson just finished and I crossed ways with a Scotsman who was first said to me “good evening” and I responded same. I didn’t hear that he said it to any other student after me.

 

I was forced to take uncomfortable road and say to locals why I don’t like them and confess in open mine truth that I am enemy of these people, this quintessential evil for get an envelope with an answer on question about who I am. The biggest disturbance was for humanitarian visa to Poland which could create an obstacle but Italians are usually want to be friendly historically. What I knew in forward is only that Jim Beam Rye will be emptied in any case. A letter disclosed to me that a road to the West lighted in green. It will open in December what defines that Christmas saved. I poured whiskey in glass and it was drank with joyfulness.

 

Looking on architecture in Rome and nearby in Italy did arising a known association with buildings which were erected under Jugashvili. I knew what was on his mind. But it was before and always. I’ve got offer to fly to Rome from organizers of cruise, to where I couldn’t. I rejected direction and asked on Milan. That route was possible.

A ship will dock at Pompeii at one o’clock and I can’t to be there and Napoli in this single day. Too many visitors will enter even I will already have a ticket because I don’t want to hurry. And I wished to visit Napoli foremost and don’t have a reason for return.

 

But it was time to smile and continue to finish a bottle.

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