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The Irresistible Mad Craving for Freedom. Chapter XVIII: “The Third Completing.”

I decided to put few more strokes in the second gaming book. I always had a dropped out thought and included it later. Appearing twilights in Friday of the twentieth week. It was the Third Completing and I knew it was definitive because I put and recalled everything to this time. Then I’ve entered into craziness with doing sudden discoveries turning to researches and investigations in new writing to the big book, which began from Saturday and finished in evening’s Friday, almost before cicadas gave their sounds. I discovered more. And I didn’t hurry by having all time in the world due to no call from Polish centers. I did writing with having same excitement of putting text after text. But I wanted to end eventually. The twenty-first week and without stimulating me booze. It was a new week and a new hope with an idiotic optimism that I will lucky finally.  My hair lost Jesus Christ style and it was Conan the Barbarian look. I loved it.

I installed early September for completing date but I knew before that Lieutenant Columbo books can’t late if they will come. I decided that if delay will occur – it willn’t late than October. I returned to pondering in which time over of the big book must be. First, I took it will before Christmas. Thinking on doing that in the next year gave a horrified feeling to me. I will firmly end before snow will fall with no matter what can be after. I resolved a first decade of October for the last potential delay. Let it be the circle if to that will come.

 

Kamala Harris is Joker, because she always smiles and has a high mood even when a Latino woman accuses her in wrongdoing. Ukraine’s invasion of Muscovy was always mad as idea. But they did it. Which purpose they have but Ukraine could prompt to nations inside of empire to join and fight for own independence. Caucasus countries always wanted freedom such as Chechnya which could begin to depose a terrorist Kadyrov. When you watch Banksy creations, it’s took parting from childish hooliganism to incredible mind. While me had more situations pushed to vacation. A lot wrong acts were done and many things dropped from my hands. I blew on mozzarella taken out from liquid. I did it because I was eating pig’s kidney before. It was automatically.

 

Every time a machine gives ringing, I with believe it from Polish centers. Because that’s unlikely if it would be from anybody of good people, because every of them is a busy person. Tuesday. The machine notification was from BerBer with whom difficulties came again. A girl on other end wanted to know not more than a delivery address. It has no mind understanding by that I wrote it when used their lousy services. I began to spell a title of a street. She asked on “index”. I called it. The girl thanked me and wanted to over conversation while I referred on probable necessity of home and apartment numbers. She agreed and questioned a “street” while I said it’s “avenue”. She asked on send address on enterprise’s e-mail. I cynically thought a Russian is supposed to be a native language for Armenians. I accepted but I did let to finish again by succeeding to ask on delivery period. An answer was after asked little waiting. It was “in fifteen days”. August 28 is the last day in their promised length. I couldn’t be optimistic with them.

I wrote address on BerBer’s e-mail with full writing of “avenue” instead usual “ave.” and put words “house” and “apartment”. I added name to whom must come delivery. I did all of that, because I didn’t want difficulties in future though with that company this presented as inevitable as coming of fall.

A little time later, I received two almost simultaneous invitation signals to Polish centers. They were without military alarm and false.

 

I was in town a week before by repeating stupidity by joining to moving caravan. I committed these restless acts because I never was a couch potato viscerally while dark territories force to be such person and I keep to that. I took a sit because I had a free access to get a cake and I was looking for that in shape of chicken. I ate it long time ago and wanted to remind that taste though I had in confidence in remember it. I arrived in the town with getting disgust already in entering. The town was a devilish place, which easily could be an affiliation of Hades. I checked a couple of venues and there was no chicken. After return, I decided to order a pastry of interest. However, it ceased to produce not so far. It was mine normality.

I had business in the town in Wednesday which was receiving a parcel from the Netherlands. I was more alienated and more not on own place in doing stroll in that time. People didn’t understand me because I sounded with accent though it always was but this increased. And it was due to I didn’t want to use their language. I took the parcel, which was in movement almost a month, and I disclosed it. I was joyful to containment, because it arrived from civilization by look and that was accurate and multilayered packed. There you can be in a big happiness by these details. And the parcel contained two waffles with hard cream between them. I ate with excitement. They were divine on taste. I sensed that they arrived from the West. Probably, it would be wonderful with a cup of tea.

I got warning from that caravan – they willn’t move in back direction in that day but I’ve got me a free pass on train. I arrived on station and saw a famous painting naming “instinct of crowd, instinct of slaves”, a staying queue with people and no one takes attention on the next free window, which I used for receiving a train ticket. These rows of people are defining of evil if do a deeper look. I made that books on Columbo will come without mine visit of town. Delivery will come directly to me through few more hands.

I understood work of a little more complex Italian train system than a primitive of dark territories. I spent some time in awaiting room with looking on the ticket to which I was questioned. I returned to ticket sale window, which was still free while long two rows didn’t change. My suspicion was reasonable. Mine arriving train was in few stations away.

 

Adrian Paul can acquire a business class ticket on place with smile, but he uses Ryanair for it’s price. I would wish to know an address of that snobbish Frenchman which I met in Venice who shame of French people. I would wish to increase his anger to me by sending him a box of cheap candies. No wrappers would be perfect for explanation to him how rich his personality. I know, he would be happy when will recognize that things are all right with me. Never mind. Paul made his name on Highlander, which continue to be in strong popularity but I love that he has a fame while he can easily walk on the streets and be unrecognizable. I watched with mesmerizing eyes on his journeys which he does and they usually due to his Sword Experience course, which I desire to join because I have a long interest to learn sword fighting. He was in Budapest, showed it’s charming beauty and told useful details as prices doubled where can get it was by current White House administration economy while Paul admits obvious if know topic which is that prices are still low.

 

Crossing border to Finland from Muscovy is a truly movement on the other side of mirror. You leave dust, spread of garbage, broken roads with one-line on side, ugly buildings on which nobody cares and you often hear mat from locals. Whole surrounding in greyness. I entered in Finland and it is in shining colors. I rode between living forests to where installed hedges in nets for protection of animals and humans. I drove through swift roads with choice of lines on side. I didn’t see litter there. I met Finnish people who are polite and friendly. I was in hotel’s pool in Helsinki. I was on a way of leaving by situating in a shower room. A manager with whom I met before entered for checking and thinking that nobody there. I was alone. She saw me and, as civilized person, apologized. On separate side of border you would hear “Fuck” or “Oh, my God” pronounced with disgust. Finland is a lovely place where salesmen put goods on the street. If somebody does stealing, that’s again commits the citizens from empire. The loudest crime occurring in Finland is drunkenness. I visited village of Santa Claus whom Finnish people call Joulupukki. Only in pictures I could see a jolly man’s sweet wood house, which is magical on look, because it was logically closed in summer. My satisfaction was only in visiting of restaurant serving by three daughters as it says a legend. I had a delicious food what is everything what I remember here. Finland is place of paradise and it, as always, does not match for me if I would desire to stay. I love more simmering locations. Especially, as was back then, alcohol sells in one place, which is network Alko, and it works only in Wednesday. I did look now because something could change since 2006. Alko operates all days except Sunday. Certainly, it doesn’t correct my opinion. Finland isn’t my country because I have no anything for attraction as it would history, culture or people’s mentality.

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