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Lukaschik Gleb

The Irresistible Mad Craving for Freedom. Chapter XX: “In the last days of heat.”


I ordered books on Columbo from it’s publisher locating in California in June 23. They arrived on BerBer’s warehouse, which in same state, in June 26. Reaching of Erevan was July 14. After completing customs checking it came on firm’s warehouse two days later. I put money for delivery then, which were taken in July 18. Deadline of August 28 has passed and the books were still in Armenia.

 

A second half of Friday and very early Saturday were for additions to written and interior works with the first penultimate article of the big book. Something deprived me of desire to do anything but write and improve the final text. It felt as only right. I made tea and emerged into dealing with word. I was with this text a painter who comes to picture occasionally, makes some touches and walks away on some period before to return and do same. These words penetrated in my soul and made emotional. It was touching part, which I completed and moved further. And I became kinda passionate. I understood in that day the ending can be without presence of parading orchestra. I firmly rode to getting that I will finish it no later than early October. At time when was coming evening, I saw how I can turn to conclusion a couple of lines. Sloppy thrown words were forming into text. Written was still in unfinished phase. I was planning to complete and clean lettered part after all will place for one last paragraph.

In Sunday, gave beginning of the twenty-third week, was one more sudden adding to written and polishing with the first penultimate article. I did a little touching with the final text some time after that.

 

Greece changed disgustingly as I had in accidental finding out. Bars don’t serve a single person or ask to pay one hundred euros as a group with no matter that you came for have a juice. Elite hotels intrusive with requiring of additional tips. One lady stopped in such place for three nights and paid 777 euros. No, I can’t accept if they economic difficulties want to solve (and it willn’t succeed.) through tourists. I blacklist Greece at full. I’m not tantalized by it’s ancient history though my curiosity would call me to explore some of it, but I saw Parthenon and I was excited to look on a theatre from an edge in 1997. I was inside of thousands old year building and looked on it’s images on the walls and on the floor. I had visits to beaches, which never was my thing, and every day playing of club mix version of Mambo Italiano – an offense on original and primitivism of tunes was in it’s beginning. I wasn’t disturbed by these sounds and it’s constant back then to what I wouldn’t stay longer this today. I was inside of earthquake survived Meteora monasteries and watched on Orthodox decorations in 1998. It was thrilling to walk among rocks. I hadn’t fear on height in these days. Few years later, I was in Romania and sometimes I liked to entertain myself by putting hands on balcony’s handrails and revolving myself even though I am a careful man. I didn’t see and would like to look on Santorini and visit Crete Island but I can dispense without them. And I do so.

 

I pushed cork and I recalled on existence of corkscrew later when I did then opening of Spanish brandy. Necessity of constant vacation what means emigration was causing due to wrong environment. And it did a new reminding in that day.

The cork and it pieces still were floating when I took a bottle. Half of glass by my standard of Carlos I. Two sips from the bottle, an approach which made to feel myself. It was seducing to extend more satisfaction but I knew that good will get until waking up in the morning though I don’t sense bad while I wasn’t supposed to take more of substance in the evening. I didn’t take else in that Sunday.

 

Cathedrals of England. Visited one – saw all of them. They alike in design. Same grooved formalizing of columns.

 

Robert Kennedy Jr. and Tulsi Gabbard appeared on assembly of Donald Trump. Not for amazement after all corruption. Honest and accepted truth people left what ridiculously still names the Democratic Party. Bobby Kennedy Jr. is that grandpa you want to have and a president you don’t. He speaks conspirology and it’s saying includes the craziest ideas. He finds Sirhan Sirhan as innocent and would pardon Edward Snowden. My solidarity it is in support and I signed his petition on release of the rest of documents on his uncle. Either it’s ludicrous playing spies by doing secrets from everything as former CIA director received wishing of “Merry Christmas” which became classified and such secrets are hardly to unlock or don’t tell me it does due to there is an influential participant who is alive but I do not know such one. Some important evidences of JFK disappeared as it became known in early seventies. I believe, Donnie Trump will organize commission for investigation. Also just a fact that former president and Kennedy Jr. have wonderful relations for years. I wouldn’t make news that a man from Kennedy supported a Republican because Robert Kennedy Jr. became outsider in own family for his step to become an independent candidate by writing a zany letter that his act brings a danger. It is not polite to ask radicals reached lunacy “What kind of danger?” Kennedys always kept to common. They didn’t ask for truth of assassination of John Kennedy due to it was risky for health and privilege status. Bobby Kennedy did movement to justice for his uncle and for America. I love that he keeps a marvelous shape.

 

It was Tuesday. I came to fact that the first penultimate article came to point from which I can’t continue. A needful in information from a past in discovered investigations and searching were the ones what I was supposed to write else. The most of implementation was done in Wednesday.

In that day, I received invitation from Polish centers. A current last frustration made me to decide to not close application what will rightful as will reveal by gotten instruction, which wasn’t before – it asked to do this route. Maybe, I didn’t keep open for long in previous time in new verification update and I considered for false alarms.

Volume was on high while sound was quiet. I believed it was in my mind what wasn’t at first time. I was paranoid to that and I always reacted because I didn’t want to regret. I relied on my paranoia every time as it brought me to making a genetic test did revealing I’m German which I never felt myself but it is not so terrible to have it for a basic origin. I followed to listened note, which wasn’t in my brain in this time. Double again but it had no matter because activation was one as it will become clear. I opened an application and began to wait. A military alarm gave it’s noise (which wasn’t loud.) few seconds later. I did in hurry by running from basement on a second floor for take document (I usually didn’t hold it with me.). No difficulties with making of image of paper. I spent more seconds with putting face in oval circle. I corrected my hair, which traitorously fell back and I moved again. I concluded with myself on keeping Duncan McLeod hairstyle in bearded edition by doing a ponytail. It wasn’t a perfect image anyway. It wrote that I passed verification but I didn’t receive an invitation ticket. It was a party of elite club, which I was a member, but I wasn’t invited. I thought same on blue stance by recalling with getting of Green Card.


I couldn’t bring to dreaming after midnight of came Thursday, but it was personal had in the last two nights in which I had changing in waking up and fell asleep – it was music rhythm. I stood up from a bed and decided to add information for the first penultimate article, which exigency came in striving to fell asleep. I wrote it and turned computer off but thought on other requiring detail for be there in moment of machine was going to make light off. I switched on machine on place and added information. Maybe it was a moment of completing with the first penultimate article. If I will write else, it will additional detected information to written. I still was waiting books for conclude the second penultimate article to which I didn’t letter more in many weeks. I know, the first penultimate article will be finished and never will be touched when I will open Columbo books. And when I did over with them – same will with doing over to the second penultimate article. I could give any time with applying to American embassy but I was in devotion to the big book. Some puppeteer was inside of me and probably yanked me to that I shouldn’t do till the next week. I was supposed to rid from him months ago. Heat enhanced. The fan had a constant second speed. I received message from BerBer on that they had difficulties with address but they solved and will send book on the first plane in what wouldn’t be correct to believe. When I wrote in full details to where deliver, I receive immediate thanking respond. No questions was in following. I knew, I will write to them that I do not surprise on loss of Nagorno-Karabah when it will finish.


I usually didn’t see beautiful Italian women in films but met them in Italy itself. Many times. This waitress in pizzeria in Rome or one of workers of hotel in Marina di Pietrasanta. An interesting observation.

 

Plans were rescheduled not at a first time with Juror #2. It will be released in November 1 in the United Kingdom and Ireland. This year didn’t over in movies for attention as I became attracted to Sly Stallone’s produced Lost on a Mountain in Maine, which I would watch in theater. And I wouldn’t reject such venue for visit of documentary Am I Racist? researching attracting me topic even despite I came to enough with it and execution through pretending for a political correct expert is hilarious magnificent. I adore harsh roasting over these wacky people.

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